Blog update: graduated high school ready to transfer to advanced hell hole

First post in a long time but ok story time I think I offset my period cycle from jacking it too much bye

this blog is pretty crummy but I kinda like that it’s like my text post chronicles of 2015

i cry every time i listen to dempagumi they’re just girls having a good time and singing songs and it makes me so :,)

we’re getting a ramen shop in my very white town and the weeabo inside me is screaming

I know spring is supposed to be a time of color n happiness and junk but I feel so negative about everything I don’t know what’s overcome me but I can’t see anything or talk to anyone without being annoyed wtf I need to get my shit together

im about to get my blood drawn and im shaking and crying ive never had such a legitimate fear in my life

I have this really cute habit of getting crushes on people who are surrounded by/friends with/possibly dating people who are x10 better than me in every aspect @me why do you love hurting urself

I’ve spent the first 10 minutes of being 17 crying

things im going to regret: rereading homestuck